merry happy holidays

yo yo ho hoho

i got lucky access to internets so i wanted to say my merry wishes to everyone

hopefully when my sis comes back we’ll be getting internet,i dont have any calling cards for now but ill try to txt in the meantime

i was really looking forward to seing u guys again but i guess that’ll have to wait for now this is me always thinking of you no matter where i am

well enjoy yourselves be safe i love you all!!!! XD

FUCKING HELL!!!!!! HACKED?!

YEAH SO ITS BEEN A WHILE SO I STARTED PLAYING GUILD WARS RECENTLY

IT WAS ODD AT FIRST BECAUSE I HADNT PLAYED FOR A WHILE BUT THEN EVERYTIME I LOGGED ON I REMEMBERRED LIKE IF I WAS MISSING SOMETHJING, I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS PROBLY WITH MY OTHER CHARCTHERS

BUT TODAY I CHECKED ALL MY CHARCTHERS AND IM MISSING SHIT THAT I AINT SUPPOSSED TO BE MISSING PRIMARILY MY EVENTS MASKS AND HATS

SOME MOTHER FUCKER AMUSED THEMSEFF GETTING RID OF MY SHIT

NOW IM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT ELSE MIGHT BE MISSING….

BUT FUCKING HELL I PUT A LOT OF FUCKING HOURS GETTING ALL THOSE SHITS PLUS I HAD HELP FROM MARC ONE TIME

DAMN IT ALL NOW IM GONNA BE CURSING ALL FUCKING DAY!!!!!

i just thought u all should kno………….

o wells….

well i wanted but in the end i couldnt

well this is gonna be a christmas without me guys

freakin hell…

p.s.

by the way since i dont have internet at home yet and im jobless for the moment, i have no clue when ill be giving signs of life in the near or far future

By the way…

idk if i’m coming or not for the holidays anymore, hopefully i can but right now i just don’t know

anyhow today imma gonna stay at the appartment so tomorrow i can be there to receive the stinkin appliances

and thx to my mom there aint no way in hell im doing coin laundry its freakin annoying and in the long run  its dries u out

im gonna do the “at my aunts” laundry XD

my mom’s in miami with washer & dryer that’s not in use and shes not coming till at least for another 6 months and to this point i still dont know how shes bringing all the stuff thats still over there, one f****** thing thats for sure is my hands arent in this one shes finding help somewhere where im not

***o yes by the way this washer & dryer are the same one and only that we had trouble getting over to the appartment in broaward, since then the total amount of use “none”, in the appartment shes at there is no connection for it so its all picking dust we on the otherhand have connection for it but apparently that doesnt matter for now****

 

f***** f********* hell!!!!

Current Life…

well once again like always its been 4ver since ive posted or talked to any1..

well things are going round like crazy and not so crazy things are changing & i really need to get a grasp of everything or ill just get drowned in it all

 

anyway first up is im moving again this time in an apartment far away from my aunts house, and for the time being it will be me and my sister till my mom shows up in the summer, in the midst of all this im trying to really find myself and what the hell i want to do in life as well as trying to change myself and how ive been as a person overall most of my life..im definatly better than before but its not enough it really does take a toll on you after a while im really tired but i cant quite cuz if their is one thing that will survive in me in the end its that i wont allow myself to quit give up or w/e goes with  all of that

there is so much more i want to say but i dont really know how to and this post is all typed wrong or w/e thats not the point i just wanna say this

yea im out of things to say so ill end it at that

XD take care everyone ttyls

358/2 Days

kingdom hearts Kingdom Hearts KINGDOM HEARTS

YAAAY !!!

cancer

Most of you  might have known this or not, maybe some of you did or not, as for me i just found out like 2 days ago or so.

NO i don’t have cancer, it’s about Aspartame and how it can give you cancer or should say prone to give it.

Aspartame is a sort of sugar substitute you find in most if not all chewing gum(especially the no sugar ones), its in coke drinks, its in a whole lote of places. It’s pretty crazy with  all the crazy crap around the world already. Anyhow I don’t want to make anyone paranoid or anything but if you look at ingredients of products it’ll tell you if there is Aspartame or not.

well I thought you should know if at least you didn’t.

well take care stay healthy and reduce risks as much as possible

Taking it SMOOOOOOOOTH…OMG another one?!

yea idk if anyone did this already but anyhow this my take on it…plus i do admit i don’t know how long its been there but that doesn’t matter

i’m talking about Prospekt’s March CD from cold play its like a part 2 or something to Viva La Vida well at LEAST to me it is lol

i won’t breakdown all the songs but i will say that its a pretty cool CD i love it and its just what you need whenever you want to fall back and think of things or just relax

since i’m not online all the time and stuff there are a few things that i do miss so that’s why i don’t know how long it’s been there

well that’s part 1 of this post

part 2 is a bumpy one

first off to refresh people’s memories

in my family there is my sister and me, you’ve all mostly seen my dad and pretty much everyone knows my mom.

now some of you should know this but might not remeber cuz to you all i’ve never really mentioned it that much but i do have a half brother

and i knew him since i was a kid, but like i said don’t mention it much i don’t, also it’s from my dad’s side

here’s the rollercoaster

apparently (this has yet to be fully comfirmed but pretty reliable intel) i have yet another brother from my dad’s side and this i found out yesterday im still in shock i don’t know what to say or do or think

and i haven’t even asked my dad yet but it’s 80% chance of truth

and it was very freakin sudden i was buying the cold play CD when i found out the people in the store told me to quiet down or get out…

anyway i don’t kno if well i am but i dont know When im gonna call my dad, i don’t know how to ask him

and as of yesterday including me we are 4 people that know this this thing this knowledge whatever you want to call it

my cousin from haiti (who supposedly asked my dad and found out) ,my cousin from here in laval (who got told by my cousin in haiti) ,me (who got told by her [laval cousin]) and my aunt who im staying with (i told myself)

wow all of this is driving crazy typing and thinking this at the same time

i’m gonna leave at that for tonight

hello everyone i finally got myself a new cell phone so thats going pretty cool

im re-checking every number i got an putting new ones and stuff(canada only)

the state numbers i dont need re-checking unless ppl changed theirs but im pretty much up to date

other than all of that things are going ok i guess

its my brothers b-day today ima try and get together with him to do something

well thats all for now

heres my canadian cell 438 883 3596

when u guys wanna call thats the line

take care everyone XD

its been a while yet again

theres soo much going on  with school

and just last friday my grandma passed away

that caused a lot of devastation throughout the familly, and ive been feeling not too well myself

so the whole familly is going to haiti for the buriel

so im gonna be spending a week there  and when i come back a week in the states for my sisters graduation

idk if ill see any of you guys or what not but im leaving tomorrow at 1pm connecting to miami where ill be spending the night so we can talk maybe or something